I'm Going To be a MOM!!
Friday, May 7, 2010
No one would have predicted that this year, i will be celebrating Mother's Day as a mom-to-be. Yeehaww. LOL i'm not even a cowgirl. But..but.. I'm totally delighted!! Who wouldnt if they are in my shoes right now.
I did the test yesterday .. at work.. cause i just couldnt wait until the next morning. I got the kit from a very very close friend of mine- we used to be working in the same session. And, my colleague who sits next to me encouraged me to just do it then since i was just restless and couldn't do any of my work.
It was my first test since like thousand years ago. I didnt wait for that long. there was one very clear visible line and another very vague one. Well, since i had put my mind not to put high hopes before that test, i just accepted it. For one moment i thought i just wanted to throw it away, luckily i didnt.
Half an hour after that, Cik Nun and Kak Mah came back to their places which was just right behind mine. They were eating.
I showed to them my unaccomplished mission - the test kit - confidently saying that it was just not my luck yet.
I didnt expect at all she would say that the result was actually positive. OFC, ummm ... it didnt look like 2 stripes.. more like 1 and 1/2 stripes.. (the other line was so vague) -.-""
And today at work, suddenly everyone was spreading the words while i just couldn't say anything much. i wanted to wait until i see the doctor. My friend, Azlena even predicted my due.. on 8th january 2011.
So after work today i went to the doctor. He gave me the news that me and my boy wanted to hear. I had mixed feelings, joy and nervousness. My boy shed a tear of joy. Everything was beautiful. The doctor's room seemed so bright and even the doctor looked so handsome. The doc told me that i will due on 7th January 2011.
I hope everything is going to be fine. If.. IF.. if it's not meant to be yet, i will accept it. But i will surely pray so so hard.
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Reality check by Ain Twitty @ 11:33 PM,
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me and kids
i come from a big family with 8 siblings. all my sisters are married but i still have 2 bachelor brothers. they who have their own family have many kids as well. my eldest sister has 4 kids, then my two elder brothers, 4 daughters; 2 daughters and 3 sons respectively, and then my two elder sisters, 1 girl and 3 boys; 3 girls and 2 boys respectively. and then me...not yet so far.
my boy is the eldest child. his younger brother has 1 baby boy. 2010 baby.
so genetically, we should have a lot of kids too. that's by theory only and neither of us have really gone for thorough check-ups.
being the youngest among my other siblings, all my nieces and nephews are close to me. when i was younger, i play a lot with my little nieces and nephews. but now, i feel a little different when i stay close to kids. i like them still especially babies, but i have a weird feeling because deep inside i keep thinking that my time should ve come to be a mom myself.
yes, Allah is the Almighty. i hope He will grant us some healthy kids soon.
Starting in january 2010, i have been taking care of my health. I am more relaxed compared to before. i try to stay positive and talking about the issue happily and positively. i marked on my calendar regularly each month. i can see a pattern that i have a regular cycle. i think my body is ready.
this month, i hope my luck is finally here. but it's too soon to tell. Just wish me luck ^^ !!
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Reality check by Ain Twitty @ 5:08 AM,
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Weekend Checklist
Saturday, May 1, 2010
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I hate working on Saturdays. The people from my workplace love saturdays i think because they organize something almost every saturday. Some lucky teachers they get to work every saturday if they are involved with each programme including this Saturday - Labour Day !!
*glares eyes*
*smiles*
This saturday is a work-free saturday for me. Yeah!!
I already have a checklist on things that i want to do.
1. I have to visit my sister in Banting. Me and my boy had made a promise last two weeks to her youngest princess that we would come to visit her but we couldnt last week. She's so close to my boy and he adores her.
2. I want to try something new like cupcakes decorating. but i'm that sure about this one yet. i have to look at more examples. a bit costly.
3. I want to make an artwork out of milk cans. i already can imagine the final result that they can be multipurpose decorated cans. all i have to have are just strong will and creativity.
ps. ! Oh. i forgot to call my friend from the workplace. her husband was sent to the hospital yesterday evening. i wanted to call her earlier but i was busy with class and my phone ran out of credit. hhuhu :P
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Reality check by Ain Twitty @ 4:43 AM,
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The Author
I am a person who used to write a lot when i was growing up but lost the passion to it because of the time constrain and other commitments. writing itself for me was a form of catharsis when i was in school. i was devoted to my diaries each year then.
Now i am starting again and making it as a companion through my journey along the routes i take
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This blog is a personal blog where i put my personal thoughts basically about my daily life, my life at work, my kids in the classes i teach, my dreams, my hobbies through art, music, colours and perhaps photography.
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